I have cancer.

Today it hit me. I have cancer. I was sitting in the shower, with my eyes close (bc I felt so sick) as my mom and close friend washed my body. Something you never imagined. A place you cannot even describe. I have cancer and I am 100% dependent on my community and so grateful to have a community to support me. There is no way I would be able to do this alone. 

Thank you for every message that is being sent, card being mailed, food delivered, donation made, prayers being said. Each one keeps fueling us to keep going. It’s hard for me to write and text. I wish had the energy to respond to each one, but I don’t. Hopefully I will, and when I do, I will let you know again how much you mean to me. Thank you. 

And a big shout out to my family for taking Javi in this week! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!